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Its the day before the big day! Yes that’s right! Your wedding day! Its what you’ve been looking forward to for the past year! Everyone’s in town, mom and dad are excited. Its going to be the best day of your life because you’ll finally, officially be linked with the woman who you’ll be spending the rest of your life with! Then why are you so nervous?
Sure, nerves are normal before a wedding…but this doesn’t feel like normal pre wedding jitters. You’re not worried about the caterers or whether your mom will be nice or whether your uncles will drain the bar. This feels like something is really wrong.
Are you overthinking things? Is your mind inventing problems? Or has she actually been really distant these past couple weeks?
Has she really been working out to fit in that wedding dress every day and sometimes in the evenings too? Did that smell of cologne come from her coworker hugging her? She always laughs it off and says I’m being silly and then talks about the wedding. She wouldn’t be so excited about the wedding if she didn’t love you, right? You’re being stupid.
And now that you know you’re being stupid, you should go see her and apologize for constantly calling her yesterday when she was at the gym. You know you’re not supposed to see the bride before the wedding, like its bad luck or something. But if you had bad luck she wouldn’t be in your life would she?
Dismissing these silly thoughts, you jog up the stairs to see your future wife…
